Friday, January 12, 2007
Injury Prone
i have been working since monday till thursday.. been so damn tired. but.. i never fail to surprise my darling. haha. =) these few days.. i kinda made her angry. upset. disappointed.. so.. ya.. been very guilty. and sometimes.. lost.. cause i dont know what to do to make her laugh.. though i know she meant me well. and sometimes to prove that she loves me more than anything. i love her just as much. been prone to injuries lately.. keep falling down.. and injuring my spine.. which is like very bad? so. i missed work today. took off. cause back pain. but later will be meeting darling. didnt go work partially cause i meeting her. and the other is cause i dont want to move anymore stuff le. the pain on my back is getting on my nerve.. which is DAMN irritating. -.- *argH* kinda been feeling weird lately. dont know why. its like.. so many things happen for no reason. and leave me so.. dont know what to do... and make me so.. lost... its like a road that can never go straight. a road that had no light... and i'm just walking on and on.. to see the light. and to see the road turn straight.. me.. getting jealous for some stupid stuff.. getting angry for some stupid words. its so idiotic of me.. i should not be la. but.. cant help it.. its kinda built in me.. i always wonder.. am i treating her good enough... am i loving her good enough. in the end i always come up with an ans... no.. i'm going NS in like another 2 months... and fcuk it. i dont wanna go. i dont wanna leave her alone. but.. sometimes. you just cant run away from stuff like these. all i can say.. its just a test of time for our love. i made up my mind. now.. shes going to be the one. the one down the road of my life. i've had enough of heart breaks. and heart breaking. so.. i'm going to stop all these nonsense. shes 'THE ONE' as in the only one. for now. all i'm doing is to love her all i can.. and to be a better man.. okay. shall stop here. cause i'm like starting to tear already.. so.. tata~ =) take care readerS~ and esp my darling..
loving you with all my heart.
being a better man.
proving to you life with me is special..
showing to you that the past is buried.
our future will be bright.
love you baby~
The promise i made to you
went through my mind again at 12:49 PM.
Thursday, January 04, 2007
love ya!
DARLING!!
HAPPY
2ND
MONTH!
darling. happy 2nd month.. though its like only 2 months. but to us. its like 2 years. lol thats what keep us going.. i think. haha though its already been like.. 11 hours into our 2nd month. but i just remembered that i wanted blog. lol.
Met my darling today.. then went to walk.. we went to taka and saw fiona yap!~ think only a handful of us remember her lor. anyway. FYI. shes already married and with a child.. in her tummy. actually. it was darling who spotted her. haha. my darling very li hai de lo!~ =) muacks!~ then went to kinokuniya and darling bought a lecture pad. to help her organize her time.. ha. =) then after that. went over to hougang mall pepper lunch. suddenly like so many people. haha. i had salmon pepper rice. while she ate the beef. then after that went to her place.. watched finish the channel 8 9pm show. and then it was home sweet home.
Darling. i know i kinda attitude you. im sorry. been quite tired lately.. but no matter what. i love you with all my heart. and i love you and only you. no such things as cause my efforts to convince you go down the drain then i wont love you. ha. =x
love will keep us going..
and i continue to love you..
with all my heart..
cause..
you're the one for me..
lost in your mesmerizing eyes.
perfect smile..
and gentle touch..
to me..
you're the perfect one.
The promise i made to you
went through my mind again at 11:11 PM.
Wednesday, January 03, 2007
Long Live Our Love! haha
Monday
actually. i kinda forgot what i did on monday. lol. so.. think i will just skip monday la.. okay.. i just know that i went to meet my darling. haha. then learned that audition was a nice game. but taking too much space in my computer.. and moreover. my mouse spoil.. so fed-up.. sian..
Tuesday
went to darling's cousin's house.. ( min min's house ) went over to have dinner with her family. haha. had 3 games of mahjong.. and i became new year santa clause. haha. but nvm la.. lol. as long as we all had fun. =) and we all enjoyed.. thats all that matters~ hehe =) then reached home around 11+.. had a shower. and dad ask me take things down and throw.. after that. slept at around 1.. so tired can!~ =(
Wednesday
woke up @ 5.. cause had work.. then sleep and woke up @ 5.45.. slept again. and woke up @ 6, 6.15.. then really wake up la. haha. sleep anymore and i sure tio scold de. lol. reached school around 6.45.. then saw the bookshop open le.. thought i late sia!~ lol. so i ran.. in the end.. not i late. is me and auntie early. lol. had quite a busy day.. met alot of unreasonable parents.. and alot of irritating students.. almost make me want to scold them la. but luckily my patience is strong. haha. =) patience is MY virture!~ lol then after that.. ended work around 3.30.. quite late la.. cause i meeting darling @ 5 @ NP.. lol. went home and quickly shower.. then my second po po going home. so i tong bang~ hehe. all the way to jurong then take MRT to dover.. then take bus down. haha. met her. then saw jona. playing soccer.. lame la.. lol. after that.. took bus home with darling.. went to eat cheese fries. =) shuang de lo!~ =) hehe. then. accompany her home.. and i went home. and now.. im home.. hungry!~ =( sobs. waiting for pizza to come. hehe. going to sleep early. if not tml sure tired de.. sobs. haha. love my darling soo much. another 3 more hours to our 2nd month.. which is like so weird as she say.. cause it seems like we've been together for quite a super long time le.. haha. =D love my darling minyi sooo much la!!~ =D muacks!~
Thats me and my darling.. MUACKS!~ love ya for life!~ =D
The promise i made to you
went through my mind again at 8:29 PM.
